Reunited And If Feels So Awkward and Angry
Sept 21, 2020 8:45:38 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Sept 21, 2020 8:45:38 GMT -5
You're going to wear a hole in the carpet if you don't chill out...
I don't know how to chill out Jeffree...I gave him the key to the hotel room and told him to come..the ball
is completely in his court right now...GOD I need a drink...
No you don't...it's going to be fine Ophelia...if he was THAT mad he wouldn't have let you kiss him on national television...he misses you. He wants you...he will show up...did you call me just so I could listen to you pace and whimper?
Of course I did...you signed up for this when you agreed to be my sponsor remember? The quiet is deafening...
The quiet is deafening or am I?
Shut up!
Did you just tell me to shut up?
No! I'm just stressing like a mother fucker....so this bitch is being loud as fuck right now...
Oh fuck you...
No fuck you!
Fuck who?
Murder!
Murder who?
To get to the other side!
This Abbott and Costello situation in my head is getting fucking old. I sat down in front of my laptop and put my head in my hands. It was all getting to be too much. I can't breathe...I can't think...at least not about anything other than Jayson...
What if he doesn't come, Jeffree?
He will...I wouldn't give you false hope would I?
No...you'd tell me to get over his ass and try to set me up with one of your Orgy models...
Exactly...just trust me..
And, like some sort of cosmic joke, there was a soft pounding on my door. My head snapped around so fast, I heard my neck crack. I turned back to my computer screen and Jeffree's face was lit up with a smile that was defying his Botox...
Call me afterwards!
I will! Love you!
Love you!
I heard him hang up and I walked over to the door and peered out the peep hole, my heart beating irregularly the whole time. I took a deep breath, unbolted the door, and opened it. Our eyes locked and my heart stopped beating completely...
I wanted to hug him. I wanted to fix everything that I did wrong. I wanted to kiss the anger off his face. I wanted to tell him how sorry I was while pulling my hair back and dropping to my knees in front of him. I just wanted to tell him everything I'd been thinking about for months...but how do I do that?
Hey...
I don't know how to chill out Jeffree...I gave him the key to the hotel room and told him to come..the ball
is completely in his court right now...GOD I need a drink...
No you don't...it's going to be fine Ophelia...if he was THAT mad he wouldn't have let you kiss him on national television...he misses you. He wants you...he will show up...did you call me just so I could listen to you pace and whimper?
Of course I did...you signed up for this when you agreed to be my sponsor remember? The quiet is deafening...
The quiet is deafening or am I?
Shut up!
Did you just tell me to shut up?
No! I'm just stressing like a mother fucker....so this bitch is being loud as fuck right now...
Oh fuck you...
No fuck you!
Fuck who?
Murder!
Murder who?
To get to the other side!
This Abbott and Costello situation in my head is getting fucking old. I sat down in front of my laptop and put my head in my hands. It was all getting to be too much. I can't breathe...I can't think...at least not about anything other than Jayson...
What if he doesn't come, Jeffree?
He will...I wouldn't give you false hope would I?
No...you'd tell me to get over his ass and try to set me up with one of your Orgy models...
Exactly...just trust me..
And, like some sort of cosmic joke, there was a soft pounding on my door. My head snapped around so fast, I heard my neck crack. I turned back to my computer screen and Jeffree's face was lit up with a smile that was defying his Botox...
Call me afterwards!
I will! Love you!
Love you!
I heard him hang up and I walked over to the door and peered out the peep hole, my heart beating irregularly the whole time. I took a deep breath, unbolted the door, and opened it. Our eyes locked and my heart stopped beating completely...
I wanted to hug him. I wanted to fix everything that I did wrong. I wanted to kiss the anger off his face. I wanted to tell him how sorry I was while pulling my hair back and dropping to my knees in front of him. I just wanted to tell him everything I'd been thinking about for months...but how do I do that?
Hey...