If I May Have Your Attention For A MoMeNT!!
Jun 10, 2021 0:00:54 GMT -5
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Post by lajohnnystylez on Jun 10, 2021 0:00:54 GMT -5
...Good evening Outlaws thank you for once again granting me a moment of your time, because of all the announcements I have ever made over the course of this fed's existence the one I am fixing to make ranks chief among pretty much all of them. It is with an indescribeable amount of humility that I say this because if there is anything in this world that sucks worse than realizing you were wrong it's in turn having to admit it. I know this to be true because most of the people I deal with and have had to deal with here in this fed more times often than not won't even bother. But in my opinion people who can't admit aloud a simple truth especially after they went out of their way to make an issue out of the contrary, are cowards whom I mostly pitty because that shit is sad. But enough of the cryptic talk let me just go ahead and say it before my rambling gets even more out of hand than usual.
There may have been a few of you...Or perhaps even all of you who are aware of the drama surrounding what was once the OPW staff and what will now go onto to be the new staff. If that is the case then more likely than not you all heard me say something else about a member of that staff that is not only rude, spiteful, and insulting...But the one thing it is above any and everything else it might be is WRONG...And despite the fact that I know that in order for this apology to be as effective as it needs to be I am going to have to repeat what I said, I want you all to know that I am having trouble doing so without feeling sick to my stomach, as I am disgusted with myself for being so short sighted and unfair. But at the end of the day right is right and one thing Vincent Grey is not and never has been a got damn snake and I am 1200 kinds of wrong for even thinking it never mind saying it to anyone who would listen.
I forgot something I am usually well aware of and that is the simple fact that at worst there aqre at least two sides to every story, and after days of going back and fourth Vin and I were finally and fortunately able to speak peacefully and after listening to hid side it didn't take me long to reach the realization of how wrong I was, because in all actuality the problems I had with Vin were partially created by myself and if that's the case in what universe do I have any reason to publically berate him for something i was at worst equally responsible for.
I asked for and was granted forgivness despite probably not deserving it, so the very least I could do is come out here and admit in front of God and everyone else that I was wrong, because if I can shoot my mouth off like that and say shit about his character when I know a lot of peolpe trust and look up to me then that makes me three billion times worse than anything I accused him of being if I didn't come out here and do this. So Vin, again I just want you to know I am beyond sorry, and I hope that if nothing else this demonstrates a small fraction of how sorry I am.
But I have to also admit that I had more than one motive for making my apology in public. Guys we play a game of egos and shit like this happens all the time unfortunately...ANd being in the position I am in it is also my responsibility now to lead by example, because really what I should have done first is typically what I have learned to do in situations like these which is try and see things from their pespective by trying to figure out what it is I did wrong. But this time I completely over looked it because I was all butt hurt about a few sudden changes that I agreed to make. So ladies and gents I am going to say that I think it is best I take some time off and that is what I am going to do...ANd if I may be so bold as to once again endorse the current staff as the absolute best hands this fed cold be in going forward.
I see a laundry list of new names signing upo daily and it is definitely an excviting time to be a member of this fed, and hopefully one day soon I will be able to count myself in that number but for now I need to take a trip to home depot so I can purchase some tools, wood so tht I can build a bridge where I can opefully at long last get the phuck over myself. So thank you all again for your time and I ask all of your forgivness too because I want you all to know tht I am better than the petty selfish martyr I had been playing a few days ago. So yeah thats all I got...so take it for what its worth
Sincerely
-JasonJohnny Stylez