Post by Rivers on Sept 12, 2020 13:01:29 GMT -5
The tattoos didn't hurt as much as you would have expected them too, and unless you've actually gone through the experience of expressing yourself in such a manner you would never understand the exhilaration, and the absolute purpose of this matter. The tattoos, no the tattoos just a reflection of life. A life that was as chaotic as it was an extremist one, and also a dangerous one as well. For those of you who knew the old me you can attest to this. I've revealed some truths that should have me tied to a stake, and burned. Who could blame you after all. Its not as if I didn't deserve it after all. Except, that is not how life works. Life expressly catches up to all of us. Even me. I am no stranger to evolution, or change over a period of time. I lived my life in such an extreme nature that I have absolutely nothing to show for it. That is on me, and if anybody had revealed this to me I would have just shrugged them off, and just continued to plunge my life into the eternal hell that I had created for myself.
That's when it happens. You lose your identity. You're so entrenched in what you want others to view you as that you do not take the necessary precautions for yourself. We're all guilty of this even if we don't want to admit it. So before we go any further allow me to reveal a necessary step involved in my healing. You see there is a reason why a I dropped the "Christian" from my name. Its not simply that it worked better in the grand scheme of things. No! The reason is because nothing about me is "Christian" and I'm no longer going to give off the appearance that I'm pandering to some rotting piece of flesh because of whatever reason. If you don't like this. What I'm delivering, my answer to you is tough shit! Everybody eventually hits a crisis, and if we do not correct that crisis then we're doomed to forever repeat it. That was a step I wasn't willing to take either. No matter my position in the Syndicate, or what others thought of me. If you wanted to see the real monster of the Syndicate. The real take no prisoners bully than he I was. No more hiding, and no more contradictions! Oh, and in case you believe you're going after this mask. Don't! It's not coming off! Now that we've gotten the necessities out of the way, it will be easier for us to connect.
12:34 PM
Tampa Florida
Florida is an unusual State some time. It's a tropical climate so most of the time it is always warm. Some time this climate acts as if it cannot make up its mine though. It will rain, stop, and then rain again. Your cold months are usually in January, and February, and then it goes back to being a damn scorcher with that humidity. No different that Texas, or Tennessee which both had humidity that could be completely unforgivable. I digress however. We're on the subject of Florida, and if you're a single man then Florida is your spot. Home to more women that will make you fall down, and beg for mercy if you know what I'm saying. I've experienced this a few times, and sorry to tell you that you'll never find the footage. Moving on, the reason I've decided to grace you with my presence is because we're going to crown new Tag Team Champions at Stairway to Nowhere. I'm told that it is the Franchise players who hold them but you'd be hard pressed to convince me of that considering just last week I beat one half of them, and Adrian Black delivered the same fate to the other one.
The breeze over by Tampa Bay "ng. A morbid thought, sure, but it was one of those random things, that comes and goes. If it weren't illegal, and the secret service wouldn't come knocking on my door I'd like to throw Trump over this pier, but that is another story for another time. I don't want to run off on a tangent regarding things that do not matter. So let's refocus shall we?
"Kyle Mehr"
"Kyle, before you get handed your second loss of the week; I need to ask you a serious question. Just what motivated you to get in this business. Because if the answer was winning. Well, you got into it for the wrong reasons. You do the opposite of winning. Which in this business is very bad. Now, I noticed something. The Franchise Players? I'm guessing you would be apart of this Franchise correct? Now that is the most hilarious thing I can take into account. A man who lost last week is a franchise. Now that is funny. You should have a movie made about how to fail. That would be a more appropriate sentiment! Because let's face it you really haven't given me anything to go off of so I've had to guess. Judging by my superior I've been right about you from the start. You are a jobber with a capital J. I guess I've done it now, and used one of the forbidden texts of our industry right? Yet, you're not the one to refute me, or tell me that I'm wrong. Hell, your tag team partner hasn't even come out and taken up for you. That speaks volumes right there. We'll get to Adrian Black before all of this is settled. Don't worry. I cover all of my bases. I'm forced too. Especially right now when I have to establish myself as this new entity, and not the previous one. What that means for me is unlimited potential. I've removed the shackles that were once holding me back. What have you decided to do? Continue to be M.I.A! That speaks volumes. If you were scared of me then, you should be even more scared of me now. I've shed the technical wrestling. I'm going to embrace, and indulge in my own blood lust. As maniacal as I have to be now. While you sit on your couch, and get fatter by the second! What sort of a name is "Kyle" any way? It reminds me of somebody of somebody who needed his ass kicked on a daily basis. It's unfortunate for you in that regard then that you're the new Kyle, and I will be kicking your ass on the daily! I use to be one of those fools who believed you had to be professional to get anything done. Then I understood what the real world was designed to do. I'm taking everything. I'm stepping on anybody I can to get it. Nobody is ever taken advantage of me again. I am who I am. I'm the bastard who killed my daughter while she was pregnant with my grand child, and I'll still tell you it was the best decision I ever made! I am who I am. I make no apologies, or excuses! That is the type of man you are dealing with. I'm the angel of darkness walking in reality!"
I can't lie to you any more. I was very excited at the prospect of a new beginning at Stairway to Nowhere. I know somebody will correct me but I'm speaking as if I know where it leads. I'm an asshole! So sue me! Not literally you dumb fucks. Figuratively speaking. Maybe that is a better way to put it!
"Usually, you would have somebody challenge that Kyle. But you're just not anybody are you? You're a talent less hack that can't make it in this industry. You're not a part of a Franchise! Your tag team should have been called the Dumpster Divers because both of you are grade A trash! You need to be compacted, and then left to rot. I'm going to do something similar when I leave you for dead in the middle of that ring. You'll be dripping with blood heavily fatigued, and then I'll finish you off. Then you can go seek employment in some second rate organization that panders to you. Instead of telling you the truth. I realize this must be harsh. In reality you must think I'm telling you this so you'll get better, and you can avenge these losses. When the truth is I just don't give a fuck! Fuck your attempts at avenging anything! I hold that much disdain for you! I'm doing the OPW, and Adrian Black a favor by putting you out of your misery so early. I have no doubt I'll be thanked for my contributions to this match. I'll get to walk in the way any man should be able to walk in, and after the match, well, its too bad you won't get to experience what I'll be doing once those camera's are off! Kyle, your destiny is not very far off, and I'm only wishing you repeat your no show at the PPV, because not only will I become one half of the OPW tag team champions, but you'll be laying in a gutter some where drunk with piss running down your leg!"
I mimicked the most evil laugh I could. However, it probably came off as a sarcastic flare, and that was perfectly fine with me. As I allowed my mind to readjust to speak regarding Kip Kutler, I was almost fairly certain that he was placed with Kyle to help him succeed. Although, it likely wouldn't be enough for this event. Which naturally meant Kip could end up in a handicap match between Adrian and I.
"Kip Kutler"
"You're apparently doing the honorable thing by being paired up with a piece of garbage like Kyle Mehr. I would applaud you but we all ready know I wouldn't be serious. So there's no need in me feigning any sympathy for you when I have none! You must be going through the exact same thing Kyle is because you're either waiting until the last minute, or you're just going to no show this event because who knows, or cares right? I'm hoping it's that easy, because I've taken away the one thing you wanted most. Restriction on how I would wrestle this match. Once you've seen so much of a person you think you actually know them. Then a fucking kamikaze like myself comes along, and plunges myself further into the darkness than one would have ever hoped. When did you stop caring Kip? You use to win. From what little I can remember of you. Then you get paired up with Kyle, and become the Dumpster Divers! Its the truth! We might as well get in trending, and see if it does any good for either of you. My guess is it doesn't. While my nights will be filled with moments you can only dream about your nights will be spent in a card board box trying to escape the elements for another night. Remember I have a fortune I stole from others saved up. In a safety deposit box some where. I'm sorry, but you cannot have the key Kip. You were once promising but now you're just another forgotten face. That's why I made this change too! I could not be just another forgotten face. Passed over as if I was unimportant. With this opportunity however I can change all of that when I cover you for the three and arise with some gold to place around my shoulder. That will make me very happy, while you hang your head like you don't belong. I also want you to know Kip, that this was nothing personal. It was just time to take your punk ass out!"
"However, if you want to consider it personal, it's really no sweat off of my balls. I really couldn't careless. All that will make me do is rush you harder, and make the fight given to you even more unbearable, and unwatchable! That's the type of man I am Kip. I've come to a stark realization in the coming weeks leading to this event. I felt it in my bones that a change was needed, and its for that reason you won't see the "Christian Rivers" you had seen before. No, now it's just Rivers. And this version of Rivers well, might as well put of blood at the end of it because that's all you're going to be pouring. Please don't take my word for it, and watch as that is exactly what happens. I was hoping beyond hope that either of you would prove me wrong, and provide a challenge. I see the writing on the wall here. Neither of you are challenges in your own right. The Franchise Players, are dead so to speak. At Stairway to Heaven, I can help make that a reality, and there is no better time to do it. Adrian Black, and I can go on to be the greatest OPW Tag Team Champion the world has ever seen. While the Franchise Players can hold a flea market, and talk about what they use to be. Sounds good for you old men doesn't it. Talk about hurt feelings, and why it didn't really work out for you. Sounds like something that would be right up your alley. Now Kip, I don't care where you are when you read this. Just known that I'm going to be drowning in a sea of pussy while you have to prepare like a good little boy. So prepare, and after you're done preparing you're going to lose, because, I'm not only going to make an example out of you I'm going to make a goddamn impact on you. I'll see you at Stair Way to Heaven but you won't be seeing me!"
I turned and threw my hands up and out like an explosion, and then I laughed. It was at that moment I realized I had an appointment that I could not forget so I walked out of the camera frame.
That's when it happens. You lose your identity. You're so entrenched in what you want others to view you as that you do not take the necessary precautions for yourself. We're all guilty of this even if we don't want to admit it. So before we go any further allow me to reveal a necessary step involved in my healing. You see there is a reason why a I dropped the "Christian" from my name. Its not simply that it worked better in the grand scheme of things. No! The reason is because nothing about me is "Christian" and I'm no longer going to give off the appearance that I'm pandering to some rotting piece of flesh because of whatever reason. If you don't like this. What I'm delivering, my answer to you is tough shit! Everybody eventually hits a crisis, and if we do not correct that crisis then we're doomed to forever repeat it. That was a step I wasn't willing to take either. No matter my position in the Syndicate, or what others thought of me. If you wanted to see the real monster of the Syndicate. The real take no prisoners bully than he I was. No more hiding, and no more contradictions! Oh, and in case you believe you're going after this mask. Don't! It's not coming off! Now that we've gotten the necessities out of the way, it will be easier for us to connect.
12:34 PM
Tampa Florida
Florida is an unusual State some time. It's a tropical climate so most of the time it is always warm. Some time this climate acts as if it cannot make up its mine though. It will rain, stop, and then rain again. Your cold months are usually in January, and February, and then it goes back to being a damn scorcher with that humidity. No different that Texas, or Tennessee which both had humidity that could be completely unforgivable. I digress however. We're on the subject of Florida, and if you're a single man then Florida is your spot. Home to more women that will make you fall down, and beg for mercy if you know what I'm saying. I've experienced this a few times, and sorry to tell you that you'll never find the footage. Moving on, the reason I've decided to grace you with my presence is because we're going to crown new Tag Team Champions at Stairway to Nowhere. I'm told that it is the Franchise players who hold them but you'd be hard pressed to convince me of that considering just last week I beat one half of them, and Adrian Black delivered the same fate to the other one.
The breeze over by Tampa Bay "ng. A morbid thought, sure, but it was one of those random things, that comes and goes. If it weren't illegal, and the secret service wouldn't come knocking on my door I'd like to throw Trump over this pier, but that is another story for another time. I don't want to run off on a tangent regarding things that do not matter. So let's refocus shall we?
"Kyle Mehr"
"Kyle, before you get handed your second loss of the week; I need to ask you a serious question. Just what motivated you to get in this business. Because if the answer was winning. Well, you got into it for the wrong reasons. You do the opposite of winning. Which in this business is very bad. Now, I noticed something. The Franchise Players? I'm guessing you would be apart of this Franchise correct? Now that is the most hilarious thing I can take into account. A man who lost last week is a franchise. Now that is funny. You should have a movie made about how to fail. That would be a more appropriate sentiment! Because let's face it you really haven't given me anything to go off of so I've had to guess. Judging by my superior I've been right about you from the start. You are a jobber with a capital J. I guess I've done it now, and used one of the forbidden texts of our industry right? Yet, you're not the one to refute me, or tell me that I'm wrong. Hell, your tag team partner hasn't even come out and taken up for you. That speaks volumes right there. We'll get to Adrian Black before all of this is settled. Don't worry. I cover all of my bases. I'm forced too. Especially right now when I have to establish myself as this new entity, and not the previous one. What that means for me is unlimited potential. I've removed the shackles that were once holding me back. What have you decided to do? Continue to be M.I.A! That speaks volumes. If you were scared of me then, you should be even more scared of me now. I've shed the technical wrestling. I'm going to embrace, and indulge in my own blood lust. As maniacal as I have to be now. While you sit on your couch, and get fatter by the second! What sort of a name is "Kyle" any way? It reminds me of somebody of somebody who needed his ass kicked on a daily basis. It's unfortunate for you in that regard then that you're the new Kyle, and I will be kicking your ass on the daily! I use to be one of those fools who believed you had to be professional to get anything done. Then I understood what the real world was designed to do. I'm taking everything. I'm stepping on anybody I can to get it. Nobody is ever taken advantage of me again. I am who I am. I'm the bastard who killed my daughter while she was pregnant with my grand child, and I'll still tell you it was the best decision I ever made! I am who I am. I make no apologies, or excuses! That is the type of man you are dealing with. I'm the angel of darkness walking in reality!"
I can't lie to you any more. I was very excited at the prospect of a new beginning at Stairway to Nowhere. I know somebody will correct me but I'm speaking as if I know where it leads. I'm an asshole! So sue me! Not literally you dumb fucks. Figuratively speaking. Maybe that is a better way to put it!
"Usually, you would have somebody challenge that Kyle. But you're just not anybody are you? You're a talent less hack that can't make it in this industry. You're not a part of a Franchise! Your tag team should have been called the Dumpster Divers because both of you are grade A trash! You need to be compacted, and then left to rot. I'm going to do something similar when I leave you for dead in the middle of that ring. You'll be dripping with blood heavily fatigued, and then I'll finish you off. Then you can go seek employment in some second rate organization that panders to you. Instead of telling you the truth. I realize this must be harsh. In reality you must think I'm telling you this so you'll get better, and you can avenge these losses. When the truth is I just don't give a fuck! Fuck your attempts at avenging anything! I hold that much disdain for you! I'm doing the OPW, and Adrian Black a favor by putting you out of your misery so early. I have no doubt I'll be thanked for my contributions to this match. I'll get to walk in the way any man should be able to walk in, and after the match, well, its too bad you won't get to experience what I'll be doing once those camera's are off! Kyle, your destiny is not very far off, and I'm only wishing you repeat your no show at the PPV, because not only will I become one half of the OPW tag team champions, but you'll be laying in a gutter some where drunk with piss running down your leg!"
I mimicked the most evil laugh I could. However, it probably came off as a sarcastic flare, and that was perfectly fine with me. As I allowed my mind to readjust to speak regarding Kip Kutler, I was almost fairly certain that he was placed with Kyle to help him succeed. Although, it likely wouldn't be enough for this event. Which naturally meant Kip could end up in a handicap match between Adrian and I.
"Kip Kutler"
"You're apparently doing the honorable thing by being paired up with a piece of garbage like Kyle Mehr. I would applaud you but we all ready know I wouldn't be serious. So there's no need in me feigning any sympathy for you when I have none! You must be going through the exact same thing Kyle is because you're either waiting until the last minute, or you're just going to no show this event because who knows, or cares right? I'm hoping it's that easy, because I've taken away the one thing you wanted most. Restriction on how I would wrestle this match. Once you've seen so much of a person you think you actually know them. Then a fucking kamikaze like myself comes along, and plunges myself further into the darkness than one would have ever hoped. When did you stop caring Kip? You use to win. From what little I can remember of you. Then you get paired up with Kyle, and become the Dumpster Divers! Its the truth! We might as well get in trending, and see if it does any good for either of you. My guess is it doesn't. While my nights will be filled with moments you can only dream about your nights will be spent in a card board box trying to escape the elements for another night. Remember I have a fortune I stole from others saved up. In a safety deposit box some where. I'm sorry, but you cannot have the key Kip. You were once promising but now you're just another forgotten face. That's why I made this change too! I could not be just another forgotten face. Passed over as if I was unimportant. With this opportunity however I can change all of that when I cover you for the three and arise with some gold to place around my shoulder. That will make me very happy, while you hang your head like you don't belong. I also want you to know Kip, that this was nothing personal. It was just time to take your punk ass out!"
"However, if you want to consider it personal, it's really no sweat off of my balls. I really couldn't careless. All that will make me do is rush you harder, and make the fight given to you even more unbearable, and unwatchable! That's the type of man I am Kip. I've come to a stark realization in the coming weeks leading to this event. I felt it in my bones that a change was needed, and its for that reason you won't see the "Christian Rivers" you had seen before. No, now it's just Rivers. And this version of Rivers well, might as well put of blood at the end of it because that's all you're going to be pouring. Please don't take my word for it, and watch as that is exactly what happens. I was hoping beyond hope that either of you would prove me wrong, and provide a challenge. I see the writing on the wall here. Neither of you are challenges in your own right. The Franchise Players, are dead so to speak. At Stairway to Heaven, I can help make that a reality, and there is no better time to do it. Adrian Black, and I can go on to be the greatest OPW Tag Team Champion the world has ever seen. While the Franchise Players can hold a flea market, and talk about what they use to be. Sounds good for you old men doesn't it. Talk about hurt feelings, and why it didn't really work out for you. Sounds like something that would be right up your alley. Now Kip, I don't care where you are when you read this. Just known that I'm going to be drowning in a sea of pussy while you have to prepare like a good little boy. So prepare, and after you're done preparing you're going to lose, because, I'm not only going to make an example out of you I'm going to make a goddamn impact on you. I'll see you at Stair Way to Heaven but you won't be seeing me!"
I turned and threw my hands up and out like an explosion, and then I laughed. It was at that moment I realized I had an appointment that I could not forget so I walked out of the camera frame.